I’m learning (or starting to, anyway) so many things right now. . .I have a lot on my heart so this will be random and I’ll post it on both sites. Sorry for the redundancy, but I’m not sure where to put it.I have an ugly tendency to get myself worked up about things that I have no control over. Most of it has to do with my expectations of other people. While it’s true that other people’s actions and decisions can hurt me, the fact is, that in most situations, I may be able to do nothing about it. And the best thing I can do it just work on my own attitude. I’ve been convicted lately, that, instead of being frustrated about other people’s choices in regards to their marriages, finances, and family relationships, I need to pray about my own life and work on these issues in my life.
I have had some very ugly “mommy” moments lately. Sometimes when Ethan refuses to obey, I completely lose my temper. This isn’t behavior that my parent’s taught me, it’s something I seem to have picked up on my own. I need to stop and I need your prayers and encouragement so that I can. We had a situation that just happened today at lunchtime and I really messed up.I didn’t know that being a mom would be so difficult. I didn’t know that I would feel so alone.
